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Christmas I (Christmas Day), YR B | Sermon

I preached the following sermon on Christmas Day this year at Hope Lutheran Church. — tks

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The Nativity by John O'Donohue, from Conamara Blues

No man reaches where the moon touches a woman.

Even the moon leaves her when she opens 

Deeper into the ripple in her womb

That encircles dark, to become flesh and bone.
Someone is coming ashore inside her,
A face deciphers itself from water,

And she curves around the gathering wave,

Opening to offer the life it craves.
In a corner stall of pilgrim strangers,

She falls and heaves, holding a tide of tears.

A red wire of pain feeds through every vein,

Until night unweaves and the child reaches dawn.
Outside each other now, she sees him first,

Flesh of her flesh, her dreamt son safe on earth.


I. In those days...A Home-coming

In those days...a decree went out from Emperor Augustus that all the world should be registered.

It is perhaps ironic that it is under orders of imperial power that we all get to come home. If those power and principalities only knew what they had done, perhaps they would have tried another course of action to make an account for their coffers and the military security.

The imperial edict proclaims that it is time to come home and strangely enough even God obliges. God does not need a place at the inn. God has comes to dwell with us, to make God’s home among the whole human family and creation. 

Unlike the preposterous idea the Romans seems to have that it can capture or register the whole world (as the text suggests), the world of possibilities which God has brought about by coming home to us can never be exhausted. Even the most brilliant and beautiful of ideas or thoughts can not capture it.

Now that the Christ-child has been born, I want to invite you into a new sense of place and time that has come. You see this baby comes as a gift of possibilities. This gift is a new identity, a new place and a new time.

So much of our troubles today are caused by stress, which is merely a perverted sense of time. We never give ourselves space to just be.

Below the surface of time, below what is all too often overly structured time... Like the surface of an choppy sea ravaged by the trade winds.....this sense of time is darkened with the shadows of yesterday and the burden of tomorrow’s unknown. But there is a deeper, quieter place—a Bethlehem place...where underneath the turbulent surface is a quite, stillness where things move slower.

This is the place we are coming home to.  It is an inward place...the same place in which Mary “treasured these words and pondered them in her heart.” Mary, the mother of God is showing us this morning how to be more fully human. Mary is teaching us something in this text that we seem to unpracticed at today. She is teaching us the lost art of coming home.

Do you know that there is a place inside of you where you have not been wounded. A place untouched by time, or space or created thing. It is that place inside you where God has made God’s home — in you and in me.

As we worship this morning, may we visit that inner sanctuary of our hearts where the baby Jesus lays his head, in our prayers, in our singing, in our sharing the of peace and in our communion together, may our true selves make a visit before the Christ-child.

If you hear nothing else this morning, hear this. Because God has come home, your identity is not equivalent to you biography.  You are a child of God and it is in your heart that God has come to dwell.

Here, now this Christmas morn...we are all being called home into vulnerability and intimacy with God.  We can come home to ourselves and to those all around us because God has come home. God has come to dwell here, among you and me.


II.  An Icon of Vulnerability & Intimacy

It is, perhaps, the mystery of our humanity that we are able to utter a sound, any sound that ever reaches another. We are incredibly near and intimate — & yet we can never know what its like inside another person.

It is also true, right, that there is a certain kind of loneliness that hides itself behind the all to casual “hi, how are you? Good, fine, thanks.” I mean if you were to just say that you weren’t all that sure whether you’d make it through today...things will get complicated there pretty quick.

This is why I still find my imagination captured by these encounters with angels. As strange as we all are to one another; a visit from the heavenly hosts is even more strange.

In today’s gospel text, the shepherds are met by angels. I don’t know about you, but I think these angels really need to come up with a better greeting line. Angels in the bible always seem to start with “don’t be afraid.” But I don’t think they get it. I mean from our very human perspective that’s a ridiculous thing to say.

Let’s review review the situation:

We’re shepherds. It’s the middle of the night, and you appeared out of nowhere. See, that’s always scary.

Then there’s this: you’re an angel. Pardon us if we’re a bit freaked out when superhuman beings show up right in front of us.

And lastly they must not being keeping track up there but down here we are and whenever an angel shows up, something crazy happens and it’s always big.

While I happen to believe this is one of the places in the bible you simply have to stop and laugh for moment at the absurdity of the narrative, it is also profoundly real.

Last night you see, those shepherds encountered a divine icon of vulnerability and intimacy. For all of human history up until this point, the story of God and God’s people has be thwarted by sin, by our fallen humanity and finally God decides enough is enough.

This Christmas morn, the Christ-child has come but Jesus will not settle that kind of knowing that hovers at the surface.  And so it is...God comes to us in things we actually know a lot about, things were all to familiar with.

It makes plenty sense the shepherds were scared. Their awe in the presence of the divine is paralyzing. The bible gives us many encounters such as these. Jacob wrestles an angel of God and walks away with a limp. Moses is only allowed to see the backside of God. There are pillars of smoke and fire — all which stand as only partial encounters of the Divine. But all those...do not seemed to have sustained the covenant relationship between God and God’s people.

 And so finally, God comes to us in the things we know all to well. God comes to us in our vulnerability. In the vulnerability of a young mother. In pain and utter mess that is child-bearing. In intimacy, like that of lovers. God comes to us this morning in the very material things of our lives.

This is what our sacraments are all about. They are affirmations of God’s new pattern of fully making Godself present,...no longer merely in the transcendent, no longer on the high mountains of Zion or in some mysterious burning bush. But here, right before us in the most raw and sustaining parts of life. In vulnerability, and intimacy, in fear and self-doubt, in our longings and desires...God wants to be part of all it.

In fact, God calls it beautiful.

But don’t confuse glamor for beauty or you’ll miss what God is up to this morning.

When is the last time you were truly swept away by beauty...by a piece of music, by a piece of  prose, or of a painting or a photography? How did it stretch you?

If it has been awhile, I want to invite you into the possibility that beauty is not a luxury. I think it matters profoundly if you wake up in the morning thinking the world around you is just as alive if not more than you are. If it has been a while, perhaps you’ll visit our art gallery downstairs and just absorb the beauty there.

For God though beauty is not only found in luscious landscapes and attractive art galleries. For God...beauty is a more substantial becoming...an emerging sense of fullness that sustains our journey away from the sameness of our lives and into a deepening of relationship with ourselves, with others and with God.

At the heart of this Christmas morning is the intimacy and vulnerability of true belonging—you can’t have one without the other; this morning we gaze into the eyes of the Christ-child only to find a reflection of who we really are...and we find God fully present, available and open to us. This is the beauty of Christmas morn: that God has made God’s home in the most unlikely of places — in you and in me. God has come home.

Now it’s time for us to go home too, but first...let’s eat a meal.

For Marley

Thursday a dear friend of mine and her husband had their first child -- a baby girl. It's been such a joy to watch them prepare for this new journey, to revel in the wonder of all the ways their lives are about to change, and their profound joy now that baby Marley is here. I made this short video as a sort of blessing and ritual of celebration to welcome her into the world. Though I couldn't be there with Ashley, Mark and little Marley, I wanted to still send them the light. So, this is for Marley...

Special thanks to Britta Meiers for shooting the footage!

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As A Child Enters the World
adapted from John O'Donohue, To Bless the Space Between Us

As I enter my new family,
May they be delighted
At how their kindness
Comes into blossom.

Unknown to me and them,
May I be exactly the one
To restore in their forlorn places
New vitality and promise.

May the hearts of others
Hear again the music
In the lost echoes
Of their neglected wonder.

If my destiny is sheltered,
May the grace of this privilege
Reach and bless the other infants
Who are destine for torn places.

If my destiny is bleak,
May I find in myself
A secret stillness
And tranquility
Beneath the turmoil.

May my eyes never lose sight
Of why I have come here,
That I never be claimed
By the falsity of fear
Or eat the bread of bitterness.

In everything I do, think,
Feel and say,
May I allow the light
Of the world I am leaving
To shine through and carry me home
And into the arms that hold me this night.

For All My Newly Endorsed Friends

For some reason I think this 1990's rock band, Gin Blossoms (do you remember these guys?), wrote a series of songs that perfectly outlines the Candidacy Process in the ELCA.

Discernment // "Follow You Down (But Not That Far)"

Anywhere you go, I'll follow you down...Anyplace but those I know by heart...Anywhere you go, I'll follow you down...I'll follow you down, but not that far.

Entrance // "Til I Hear It From You"

Well baby I don't want to take advice from fools...I'll just figure everything is cool...Until I hear it from you.

Endorsement // "Don't Change for Me"

You gotta run...This world ain't standing still...You Gotta believe...You can make it up that hill...You gotta know...You can have anything...You gotta be...The best that you can be...But don't change for me.

-- We all secretly wish this is what they would say in those interviews.But they don't, do they? Just ask Josh Stibb.

Approval & First Call // "Learning the Hard Way"

Woooo Hooo...We're learning the hard way...Woooo Hooo...It just don't matter what they say  

So, in honor of all those endorsements...here's a lovely YouTube video of Gin Blossoms  playing "Don't Change for Me"  // "Alright everybody drinks up, cheers!"

Grand Opening: The Heights Center

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Last night, about 70 folks joined us in the newly renovated lower level at Hope Lutheran Church to launch the grand opening of The Heights Center for Hope, a new community center for the Hayden Heights neighborhood/east side of St. Paul. It was an amazing evening with amazing people and the Spirit most certainly was a blowing through that open door. Here's few iPhone pics for ya.

Live at 104 Garfield House

I want to share a little bit of the joy that was last night's house show featuring, my friend Luke Leverett. It turned out to be an eclectic mix of folks from around the Twin Cities. About 25 or so gathered in my living room to enjoy the community, music and good time. I hope to do this again...perhaps even a series of these throughout this year so stay tuned. But for now, make sure you listen to the clip below!

A special thanks to all of you who made last night possible. Some folks provided a little extra in their donation...that really made a difference. Others brought food and beverages to share; others brought friends and invited others. You all are what made this evening so special. Thanks!


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a blessing for a new position

Blessing-newposition

Last week I began my work as a teaching assistant for this fall at Luther Seminary. This semester I'll TA two courses: one called "Reading the Audiences" (a sort of introduction to contextual theology and mission) and a course on starting new ministries. I'm very excited about this work and anxious to learn more about these things just from a different vantage point.

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For A New Position

May your new work excite your heart,
Kindle in your mind a creativity
To journey beyond the old limits
Of all that has become wearisome.

May this work challenge you toward
New frontiers that will emerge
As you begin to approach them,
Calling forth from you the full force
And depth of your undiscovered gifts.

May the work fit the rhythms of your soul,
Enabling you to draw from the invisible
New ideas and a vision that will inspire.

Remember to be kind
To those you work with
Endeavor to remain aware
Of the quite world
That lives behind each face.

Be fair in your expectations,
Compassionate in your criticism.
May you have the grace of encouragement
To awaken the gift in the other's heart,
Building in them the confidence
To follow the call of the gift.

May you come to know that work
Which emerges from the mind of love
Will have beauty and form.

May this new work be worthy
Of the energy of your heart
And the light of your thought.

May you work assume
A proper space in your life;
Instead of owning or using you,
May it challenge and refine you,
Bringing you every day further
Into the wonder of your heart.

a house concert with luke leverett

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Next Sunday (Sept. 11 -- awkward to say), I'll be hosting a friend of mine, Luke Leverett for a concert in my living room. If you've ever been to a house show then you're likely bringing friends this time around. If you haven't, you're going to want to be there.

I've been doing these house shows for a while now. The first one I ever went to was over at my good friend Paul Soupiset's house. I've also hosted several with my friend Aaron Strumpel. But this will be a very special one because it's the first time my roommate Mark Kopka are hosting a party at our new flat off W. 7th Street. This is going to an amazing night of community, food/beverage and of course music. There will be folks from all kinds of walks of life, so it should be interesting. Luke's music has a way of simple melodies around, well less-than-simple expressions of joy, hurt, growth, doubt and even hope occasionally. He playfully calls it "pop music for smart people." So come party with us.


::event details::
Sept. 11 at 7pm
104 Garfield Street, Saint Paul, MN
$10 suggested donation | come as you are with what you got.